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[18 Nov 2009|12:05am] |
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shit. shigeru ban thought of my idea before i did. it's not plagiarism if i didn't know i was doing it until i was done, right? it just means i should be a well known designer as well.
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[15 Sep 2009|11:24pm] |
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i hate to whine but shit, life is hard right now.
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[01 Sep 2009|06:41pm] |
so bummed right now.
discovered i have no chance of getting into the college i wanted to without a 4.0
also discovered i'm going to be in school another 7 years.
i probably wont even make that much money.
i'm just confused all over again.
is it worth all this?
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[24 Aug 2009|12:29pm] |
my current ideal life would include:
getting myself to stop drinking.
waking up at 7 to go on a jog.
going to school and then immediately to the library after.
saving up a little bit and going to new york for new years eve.
pay off the $5,500 left on my car by the end of the year.
seeing alyson more.
to have all my friends quit smoking.
for chris to finish god damn high school.
i don't ask for a lot, i think.
alWai$ gotta have goals!
happy about my classes.
careers in architecture
history of architecture
architectural design 2
precalculus
i just really miss ceramics. not enough time in one day though.
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[28 Jun 2009|10:29am] |
i have been going out nonstop since turning 21.
i have had so many different stamps on my hands.
i have been eating endless amounts of del taco at 4 am.
i have lost weigh, i have gained weight.
i have slept in a tent in my backyard for 3 nights in a row.
i have made a lot of new friends and remembered why i loved old ones.
i have broke some ones heart even though i tried so hard not to... i guess there's always one person that will hurt more than the other and i, from the get go, set it up so it wouldn't be me this time.
i have given advice when i would prefer to just shake my friends out of their thoughts.
i guess i have just been ignoring my realities.
next semester will include...
pre calculus.
careers in architecture.
history of architecture.
architectural design 2.
why do i take classes that aren't even required for the college i want to transfer to? maybe i'm just scared to move on or maybe i just want to know everything by the time i get there.
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[03 Jun 2009|11:47pm] |
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i'm sorry.
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[11 May 2009|06:04pm] |
17 days, 17 days.
why did i think we only had 2 weeks left of school, god damnitt.
-get new tires.
-change oil.
-take computer in.
-finish 3 more math homeworks.
-complete project design.
for this summer:
-backpacking in washington.
-a million bike rides.
-trip to minnesota to visit my aunt, shawna, and brother.
-fun FUN fUn trip with alyson that is yet to be planned and determined.
-SAVE UP.
-paige, you're going to be gone all summer, i already have this in my mind.
sometimes i wonder when and if i'm ever going to transfer. why don't i have a real plan yet.
my new number is 5623654829, for those who don't have it. i can't get off my iphone.
7eleven coffee is god damn so good.
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[06 May 2009|04:28pm] |
dead.
just dead.
didn't go to school monday or tuesday.
fiesta at my house sunday. my mom played beer pong.
chris' show on monday. i think i got one of everything to drink.
fancy dinner and bars/limo on tuesday. only ordered margaritas.
i had to force my margaritas down my throat.
i got a lot of yogurt gift cards, an iphone, and a lot of love.
plus yes random amazing gifts from elizabeth, a BEDAZZLER from chanel, whiskeys of the world from amy, a purse that i love form paage and tiedie shirts from amy and sonj.
thanks everyone, best birthday ever, love you all!!!
time to go pass out in class even though i'm way behind!
edit: im in class, and i still want to die. or maybe just go into a coma. no KOW.
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[02 May 2009|02:21am] |
things to do:
be more friendly and open.
run.
take computer in and get an 'x' key.
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[26 Apr 2009|05:57pm] |
i sit at my computer for hours.
i don't even do anything.
i guess i like the feeling of nothing progressing and nothing getting worse.
i look at past pictures and think of future adventures.
it's okay, everything is okay.
pretending paige said something really funny.
pretending something extremely weird and hilarious just happened.
sorceress.
so how hard do you like to roll? do you like to raze? that's unfortunate... but i'm still gunna need your number.
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[23 Apr 2009|11:22pm] |
i love this feeling.
please, let this never end.
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[14 Apr 2009|04:19pm] |
i want to:
sleep in a tee pee.
run a 1/2 marathon without stopping.
hike whitney again but with friends.
go to new york with paige.
jump off a bridge.
join architecture club next semester.
take ceramics again.
take photoshop and drawing.
encourage more people to quit smoking.
read a grown up book.
help chris get his GED.
be able to balance my life without shutting myself out.
have a passion.
i take my coffee with sugar and cream.
i prefer my nails to be a nude color.
i don't own any clothing that is basic.
i'm growing my hair out.
i eat frozen yogurt everyday, even though it hurts my stomach.
i can't have a good time unless i mentally plan to.
on my birthday, Cinco de Mayo, i'm going to have an afternoon fiesta.
my mom will be sleeping in the house from her graveyard shift so my dad and i are planning it all outside.
he even wants to get a porta potty...
i don't want anything crazy, considering it is my 21st but my parents are freaking out over the idea of people drinking over here.
how do you get parents to settle down about this?
i need them to realize it is normal.
so i'm gunna get catered mexican food, have a pinata and plenty of margarita supplies.
not beer though, since i'm still going strong on the "i've never had a beer" bit.
after that i'm going to want to go out somewhere, of course!
so all my buddies reading this, get that whole day off okay.
why does it feel like i'm the only one who used livejournal anymore.
math tyme!
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[12 Apr 2009|12:49pm] |
life.
i also, allie, spend 250$ on myself in clothing.
my hat collection is getting pretty rowdy, i have at least 25. if there was a fire, i would grab all my hats.
i need to/want to buy coasters.
paige and i are going to go to new york in the summer. oh we're gunna.
going to coachella on friday with chris, amy and larry! my dad has to go to japan or some shit.
it's easter.
it's a nice day.
aLyson and i are going to be reunited tonight.
bryanna deleted her myspace.
so what else do you need to know?
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[06 Apr 2009|01:00am] |
i got a weave. like highlights weave, not hair growth weave. i'm lookin fuckin foxy like a girl that would wear roxy. and i say that because i look like a beach girl, its weird.
today i told chris that we could have a "title" now. ill twist his wiener off if he pulls any funny business though.
paige i miss you after 1 day.
bryanna i miss you every time i see you.
hi sonya, i know you're reading this.
alyson, be my room mate already.
1/2 marathon on may 3rd?
yup.
L8!
( Recently, thanks to Molly. )
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[03 Apr 2009|02:49am] |
oh my good god i am tripping.
not so much tripping as just floating i guess.
most people are mean.
karma is fucking real and you better believe in it you dicks.
stop littering. tip your server more than 3 percent. play by the rules. don't steal money from the monopoly bank. don't use your sister's razor. don't leave trash in other people's cars. stop giving me cancer. put the item back where you found it. hold the door open for someone.
i'm trying not to drink until my birthday. this can easily be done considering most of the time i have more fun when i'm sober. god i love and hate you all so much.
i REALLY want to go on a cruise.
i miss:
when playing a board game at home was enough.
shopping at limited too.
when i went jogging every morning.
not having to fight my issues. before they existed.
scatter brains.
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[31 Mar 2009|12:12am] |
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reALLY really really gotta fix some stuff right now.
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[12 Mar 2009|04:16pm] |
school time.
it kind of freaks me out how awesome i think trig is.
in arch our new project is to build a lamp form.
i secretly yearn to be in the electrician classes learning how to put in wall sockets and fix electrical shit across the way from my arch class.
i still prefer to hang out with myself over other people.
but i still love you all.
allie- i cannot wait to go shopping.
alyson- i canot wait to go to disneyland.
amy- i cannot wait to go on a hike we haven't planned yet.
paige- hiiiiiiiii.
carolyn- where'd you go?
molly- how've you been?
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[09 Mar 2009|08:04pm] |
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thoughts are the only thing i can have to myself.
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[04 Mar 2009|01:27pm] |
i just got my tax return.
i have 520 bucks in my account.
i've never had this much money at one time.
i should be receiving my first real ipod in the mail within a couple days.
yesterday i cried for over an hour because my brother and sister were doing drugs in the other room.
yesterday i got my first math test back that i thought i aced but got a D+, which also made me cry.
i usually never cry.
i love being by myself.
it doesn't make me sad to not trust anyone.
2 more months till my birthday :)
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[23 Feb 2009|10:01am] |
today is not a good day and nothing can make it better.
slept through my class. can't do my physics homework because i don't understand any of it. i weigh more than i ever have, can't button any of my pants and i don't have money to buy more. my room is a pigsty. i'm out of contacts. i lost my w2 form. what the fuck else do you need to know.
shoot me. that's how i want to go.
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